Friday, March 16, 2007

My camera died. :(

Not my digital point and shoot (thanks goodness!), but my big 35mm minolta maxxum with lens. :( I was just planning on re-learning how to use it, tried it last week and thought it was just the batteries, but alas... it is dead. The flash opens, buzzes (zzzz-t) and the shutter doesn't click, nor does the film advance. I was all set to to get into the whole thing, but crud... this stinks! {Can you see my lip sticking out?} Sigh... I even had Kodak 800 speed film already loaded, too... I hate to take it out and waste it, but maybe as a last-stitch effort, I'll try another roll of cheaper film... any other suggestions?

Poor, pitiful me

Thursday, March 15, 2007

Just one {music find}

K... not feeling great so going to lie down, but wanted to pass this one along-- promised some music today. This CD was just released in the US 2 days ago. He has a great soulful voice. Check him out here

Enjoy...



L

Posting from the other side...

...of my big doctor's appointment.

I don't have all the answers yet, but I do feel a little relieved... the Infectious Diseases dr. feels that the Aspergillus Niger results were most likely contaminated results from the lab (apparently, it is a common lab contaminant). I called the GP's office today to see if there were any notes from the lab about the culture and the nurse didn't see any about where the Aspergillus was found on the culture plate... and it's most likely too late to find out now if it was not noted earlier, but I am still waiting to talk with my GP again. If that is true, that means two things... the good: I don't have Aspergillus Niger; the bad: we still don't know what is causing my infection symptoms.

However... the I.D. dr. ran more bloodwork for C Reactive Protein and several other things. The CRP test shows inflammation levels in the body-- so this would point out possible RA, vasculitis, ongoing purpura, etc. This could finally get us somewhere. It could take up to another 4 weeks to get the results, but this is at least the right direction. She also feels I should see a rheumatologist. As far as the neuropathy in my foot-- the shots, surgery, whatever has to wait until we know what is going on for sure. At least the inserts in my shoes are helping for now.

In other realms of life... we have gone from weather in the 70s to the 40s... and it is gray... really gray. Emeril (our dog) is not a happy camper.

He has gotten spoiled with the pretty weather and he is stuck indoors, poor pup... he's just like a pouting kid. Only difference-- something you can't appreciate from the pics-- his non-stop whimpering. He just wants me to turn the sun on and make it warm... not too much to ask; huh?

Gotta list of things to try to do today and at least remembered to put the chicken in the crockpot this time--lol. If I have time, I hope to add some music finds later...

Thanks for continued prayers! If I can lift any for you-- don't hesitate to ask!
L

Tuesday, March 13, 2007

The water is wide... we both shall row

So, I'm trying to get over myself... just having a lot of anxiety about my dr.'s appointment tomorrow. I've had thousands of them it feels like in the last few months, but this one should get me some answers... something I have been wanting for months, but now I'm scared about getting them. Silly, I know. Anyway, if you know me, then you know that music has always been important around here... it's always been a part of getting me through worry, too. Today, a song popped into my head. I was thinking about how God has always gotten me through the things that my human eyes have seen as way too big... I searched and searched for a version with the right lyrics, but just couldn't find one. I did find this one by James Taylor (whom I love)-- but just replace the "my love" with "my Lord" and you've got the right picture. :)



For something visually beautiful...



I took this out my back door yesterday... we were just talking with the kids about how there is evidence of God in everything around us. The beauty of the sky painted by God's hands-- how awesome! I kinda dig the time change because I get to see it! :)

And... lastly, a fun song that is always a big help in times of worry. ;)



P&PT much appreciated tomorrow @ 10:00 am!
L

Monday, March 12, 2007

Monday

Bluck... it must be Monday... icky day...

Time to watch something funny... found this a few days ago... who knew chickens were so good at busting up fights?



L

Saturday, March 10, 2007

May the force be with you

Thomas had the pinewood derby today. He didn't get a trophy, but he loved his car-- a Lego Star Wars car... complete with Yoda, black paint and glitter for the star effect. :) It was lots of fun and we all loved his car, which we all decided was what really mattered the most anyway. This being his second year with this, the heartbreak of not getting a trophy was not nearly as big of a deal. He is growing up so fast! So proud of him!










Friday, March 9, 2007

A bundle of nerves

This pretty much sums me up right now...



You gotta laugh at yourself sometimes. :)

L